Anorexia sucks but here I am;
Feeding the monster within.
the impatient ana part of my brain: “nothing matters except being skinny! starve to death! fuck health!”
rational side of my brain: “you need to have a small deficit and moderate exercise to lose weight consistently and healthily”
the part of my brain that’s over it and just want to stop thinking about calories : “nothing matters just accept that you’re fat and eat whatever you want”
me: *crying*
reblog with the age ana got you
i was 13.
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How I deal with cravings and binge urges
Let’s say I’m craving chocolate.. My trick is, I start thinking of that food in a disgusting way. Like, I could imagine it’s poop or mud.
Craving pasta? sticky, slimy worms.
Fries? Long, fingernails filled with snot.
Pizza? Thick skin with blood and human flesh as toppings.
Crisps? Dried skin.
Oreos? Hardened poop filled with expired, chunky milk.
ect. ect.
It works for me at least lol
